Day 4 | 3 confessions

Day 4 of the 30 day writing prompt by weheartit user: theconstellations_

1. This year started out with me kinda bedridden due to cold and flu. It was no surprise that I was also down with sadness. The past week have been a struggle for me mentally and physically. I mean the whole year in itself was. I pushed myself so much to work multiple jobs when I was also planning to finish my Christmas and New Year gifts. So I got none finished. I only got back on my feet yesterday and reclaimed my happy mood only today.

2. I may or not be bisexual. Not that it's any big deal but I guess I'm just attracted to people regardless of their gender or preferred sexual orientation.

3. I can easily switch my mood to happiness as if there was a button in my brain to tap that, especially when I listen to a specific music with strong lyrics. Just like today. It makes me feel crazy sometimes, when I'm in the middle of chaos and I just put my earphones on as if nothing is happening around me. But I'm glad I was able to learn that skill. It is momentary, however. And it doesn't really get me through severe bouts of depression or mental exhaustion.

These are all that I am willing to disclose at the moment. The next day of the challenge is also about thoughts so I'll be sharing more in there.

~Dawn